What I Want

I keep wondering what makes a really good mom...

Is it patience, lots of love, hard work, good values, raising her to be a Godly young lady... I suppose it all of these things and many more that I have not even considered yet.

I really want to be a good mom... I want R to be happy and her life to full of fun and happiness... I want her to love me and look up to me and WANT to spend time with me when she is older. I want to teach her skills and I want her to know that no matter what I am always there...

I want those "wants" to be reality!!!!

I am just not sure of how to make them a reality???????? So now I need to find out how...

I Love My Sister

I love my little sister...

This morning she made up a goodie bag for me to cheer me up. Filled with chocolates and milo drinks and pretzels it was one of the best gifts I have ever received!

My cat whom I love dearly died on Friday and I was heartbroken. She cared so much about my hurt about something that many people would find silly!

Thats the way it should be... sisterly love brings HAPPINESS!

11 Months Old

Dear Bekah,

Today, the 3rd of June 2010 you are 11 months old.

It really feels like yesterday when the Dr. placed you in my arms for the 1st time. The happiness I felt at being a mom was amazing.

Your beautiful black hair, your perfect skin, your tiny body which I could of held the whole day and not got tired. I swear you got a billion kisses in the 1st week of your life.

God has truly blessed me with you.

I find that the happiness in my life grows with each day as I watch you grow and develop your own little personality.

I pray that I will be the kind of mother you can follow and that my example will lead you to Christ.

As you now near your 1st birthday, I will cherish each day with you and continue to love you more even when I dont think it is possible.

HAPPY 11 MONTHS MY BABY!